Disorder lyrics - Goldfinger

My little story's growing way too long

I've had to suffer enough to write this song

And if I get the chance I'll tell you how it feels

'Cause in this sick old head the pain is way to real

So I fall down

I don't know if I can make it up this time

I know I want to but it gets harder every time

And if it's easier to give up everything

I'd give it all to you to relieve half this pain

'Cause it's been hard

Yeah it's been hard

I sit there at the bar, I wonder what I've done

Should I just fuck it all or should I go back home

'Cause if I take that drink I might as well just die

And if I kill myself I'd be giving up my try

So I fall down

I don't know if I can make it up this time

I know I want to but it gets harder every time

And if it's easier to give up everything

I'd give it all to you to relieve half this pain

'Cause it's been hard ('cause it's been hard)

Yeah it's been hard (yeah it's been hard) (yeah yeah yeah)

Well I don't know if I can make it up this time

I know I want to but it gets harder every time

Yeah and if it's easier to give up everything

I'd give it all to you to relieve half this pain

'Cause it's been hard

Yeah it's been hard (yeah yeah)

'Cause it's been hard ('cause it's been hard)

Yeah it's been hard (yeah it's been hard) (yeah yeah yeah)